I had one of those lightbulb moments at the gym this week.
I was sexually abused by an old bloke when I was a kid.
It only happened once - I knew it wasn't on and told him to pack it in before it went any further, and he did. I hardly ever think about it - but I am starting to wonder if the effects of it have been more significant than I realised.
No idea what to do about it.
Dunno if there is anything I can do.
I heard a chap on the radio last year who was much more seriously abused by Cyril Smith - he said he can't stick at anything or concentrate on stuff - that struck a chord.
I'm not angry with him or about it - and I guess he's long dead now, this was 40+ years ago.